i dont know why, but i feel pretty pointless right now.

i have problems that i cant take care of.

i dont really sleep often, just so that i can try to make it all better.

my life is pretty messed up at the moment. 

im always crying on the inside, and no one knows it.

im waiting for death, but it doesnt come.

i know that i wont try to make it come faster until these problems are solve though.

theres too much stuff to do, so i cant die yet.

i will be patient.

but it will come one day.

"everything ive done so far, ive done for you. i move the stars for no one."

"things arent always what they seem in this place, so you cant take anything for granted."

"but ill be there for you as the world falls down"

hmmm....i feel like its tuesday of next week.