letters no one will read. (except maybe kim.)

so, i havent posted in how many months now? and i feel really guilty...because apparently a lot has happened and i havent talked to kim, and i mean really talked to her, because i just read everything up to date and found out a lot of what ive been missing. i dont even know what month her and adrian are on now. yes, that is my business, and kim should know that. my goal for her life is that she stays happy. and that adrian is there for her. really. i want to be able to see her in a wedding dress. x3 and its all edwins fault. gah. i dont even want to start. because i wont be able to stop and then itll turn into a big long rant about only him. anyway.

kim.

i love you till the end of time and theres no possible way youll ever get rid of me, you couldnt get rid of me even if you wanted to. ever. i want you to be happy, and if youre not, even if its not my fault i feel like it is because i feel like im not there enough for you lately. and im sorry for that. but i want you to know that i will always love you, youre like my sister. youre amazing, and if adrian ever does anything to hurt you then ill try to be there for you always. but i dont think that hes going to hurt you. you two are perfect. really. and he loves you, you probably knew that already. i mean, he told you that he'll still kiss you even if you eat a bunch of ramen. [mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.........ramennnnnnnn..........] but yea, he loves you, and he wants you to be happy just as much as i do. i hope that i can always do something to make you happy, even if it means for me to go away and not see you. id figure out some way to make sure youre happy still. although, i hope you dont want me to leave. if you did then ive obviously done something wrong. :]

and by the way, i still have you on my phome as "kumi~sama." remember the time me and jeyla braided all your hair?

adrian.

you do anything to make kim sad and youre going to be in very much trouble. thats all i have to say. :]

talar.

[even though i know she probably wont read this.]

for one, the song i was just listening to reminds me of you and varsik. not fer sure. and by the way, if i havent said it enough recently, i love you. and you need to come over to my house one day. it usually happens with everyone else before theyve known each other for four years, you know? NO THE STUPID SONG CHANGED. I LIKED THE LAST ONE BETTER. NEXTTTTTT. but anyway, when do we tell edwin and sam that we're getting married, having kids, moving to ohio and getting a unicorn ranch? because they probably wont like it very much. ima bring it up tomorrow. but i love you, and i cant remember if youre in trouble or not right now, but i dont think you are, so congratulations on that. :]

oh, and i dont know if ill ever understand your taste of music.

pedro.

good luck with talar.

and i dont care what you say, people care about you.

varsik.

IMISSYOUIHAVENTTALKEDTOYOUINLONG

ENOUGHWHENAREYOUGOING

TOVISITORSOEMTHING

BECAUSEIFEELLIKEIBARELYKNOWYOUANYMOREBECAUSE

IHAVENTTALKEDTOYOUSINCETHEQUINCE.

and hows lily? :3

steffanie.

IALSOHAVENTTALKEDTOYOUINMONTHSANDWAYTOOMUCH

HASHAPPENEDFORYOUTONOTKNOWANYTHING.IMISSYOUAND

YOURCURLYHAIRANDYOURRANDOMDANCEMOMENTSANDYOUR

"NONONONNONONOIWILLNEVERTRYDRUGSNORWILLIEVERWANT

TO"ATTITUDE.

candido.

i dont think i will ever understand you.

vahe.

i love how youre always smiling, it brightens the situation no matter what it is.

josh todd.

ive known you for too long.

and yet, i still find your little jokes amusing.