i feel bad for my puppy right now. well, hes not really a puppy anymore. but hes not huge, so i still call him my puppy. anyway, we were camping yesterday, and he was sniffing through everything, hunting for squirrels or something, and we were trying to look after the baby as well, and knew that the dog could at least partially take care of himself, so we let him do his thing by himself, and stayed to look after the baby. but my dad was just trying to see why he was licking his paw, and every time he tried, he would yelp and squeal like, well, a dog in pain. he probably had a thorn or something. im a bit annoyed right now, but not too much. my computers being stupid again. i am obsessed with music, and im trying to get all these different things for a music download thing.... and it isnt working. because apparently, i dont have the right java format for limewire to work. and i "need a 1.6 or later version" for it to work. so now im trying to download that, and its taking forever and a day. im watching it download and hearing jeopardy music in my head. i swear it hasnt moved at all in the past three minutes. it makes me wonder if it knows im typing this, and is going slow just to annoy me. wow, i just came back to it about 15 minutes later, and it was still the same. i made it go buh-bai. you know what i just found? a music download on mtv. now i have "i like you so much better when youre naked" on my itunes. that song is amazing. it always makes me smile. even when im in a bad mood. and now im listening to honeyhoney. thanks a lot seff. one day my friend steffanie (yes, she spells her name with two f's. her name is amazing like that.) came over with two cds. she had i am ghost, and honeyhoney. i am ghost i can believe she listens to. but honeyhoney is more country-ish, and we both really hate country. but i actually like them. i dont know why. i just do. so a moment ago i was going through all the bands they have on mtv. and i saw "lily allen." i love how she says her name. and now im listening to chasing cars by snow patrol. i really like this song. but now i checked to see if it opened another window or anything, and it did. a porn site. -.- god. i feel disturbed again. it seems to do that every time. ima go try to find another pencil. i lost my favorite one at the cabin yesterday. then im gonna go try to draw. and these are the lyrics to the song that ive been listening to a lot lately. its called "something." really. its by escape the fate.

So now you're running

it's hard to see clearly

When I make you angry

you're stuck in the past

And now you're screaming

So can you forgive me

I've treated you badly

But I'm still here

Sometimes I wonder

Why I'm still waiting

Sometimes I'm shaking

that's how you make me

Sometimes I question why I'm still here

Sometimes I think I'm going crazy

Can you help me out next time?

And now you wish that you meant something

And now you wish that you meant something to somebody else

And now you wish that you met someone

And now you wish that you meant something to somebody else

Something to somebody else

Something to somebody else

You look at me through clouded eyes

I know you see through my lies

See the sky, see the stars

All of this could be ours

Out of sight, out of mind

we've been through this a thousand times

Turn your back and then you make me feel so crazy

Can you help me out next time?

And now you wish that you meant something

And now you wish that you meant something to somebody else

And now you wish that you met someone

And now you wish that you meant something to somebody else

You know I would wait for ever

Yes I would wait (I would wait)

You know I would wait forever

Yes I would wait

And now you wish that you meant something

And now you wish that you meant

Something to somebody else

And now you wish that you met someone

And now you wish that you meant something to somebody else

And I'm the one that should mean something

But still you wish that you meant something to somebody else

Something to somebody else

Something to somebody else