Wednesday, March 11, 2009

kat.

thanks. you dont even know me, yet you try to help. youre a very nice person, and i would eventually like to get to know you. it also seems like you have a very interesting personality that i can relate to. but like any normal human, you have problems of your own to take care of. yet, you push aside your problems temporarily to try to help others. i thank you for that. you seem like a happy person, like you do know what true happiness feels like. i hope that you arent still cutting, because people care about you and dont want you to hurt yourself. yes, i am a hypocrite. (arent we all in some strange way?) but i care about other people more than i care about myself most of the time. as long as the rest of human society, or at least part of it, is happy then i will be happier. i cant exactly explain it. but thank you for your words of kindness, they mean more than you think. =]

2 comments:

Lucky13Morphine said...

I, too, would like to get to know you more. :]

Who doesn't have problems? If they insist they don't, they probably are the ones who have the most, but I won't judge them. We all have our issues.

I know I appear to be happy, but it's a facade I keep so people won't worry so much as I struggle to battle my own inner demons.

Everybody is a hypocrite in some sense. I haven't been cutting in a while, but I still have a ton of suicidal tendencies that pop into my mind. I try to avoid them as much as possible.

I know exactly what you mean when you say that you are happier if the rest of the world is happy, especially if you contributed some portion of that happiness. I am like that myself; I relish in the fact that I can help others, even at my own expense.

I know you will get through everything. You have a good head on your shoulders. You're a strong and beautiful individual. Don't let anyone bring you down. I'll always be here for you. :]
<3Kat

Goldin said...

First of all, Justine, I love your blog. It is beautiful, honest and captivating... like you! You are an amazing person, and I feel I have gotten to know you through your blog. What a gift!

Thank you for sharing! Thank you for your writings. Even as an old teacher, I can relate to everything you are writing. Both you and Kat bring back feelings that I had so long ago. I feel lucky to have you in my class and I feel lucky to know you. I am truly inspired by both of you.

Keep up the amazing work!
best,
mrs. g